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Thursday, 22 October 2015

Exams

Heyo Guys!
                   As you may know I've been through a couple of actually important exams recently and I'd like share my thoughts and experiences on them!

I noticed this half way through a history exam, coursework thingy me bobby. I don't get really bad exam stress unless it's like a spanish exam or it's super important for example. I normally just got super bored it them and tired. Then again that could be due to the fact I stay up till half 1 in the morning and wake up at 6... oops. Like, exams are important and we shouldn't slack on them but when there's the equations and the statics and the 3rd reason Hitler was a plonker and just urrrrgggghhhhh. It's just so boring! All the words just fall into the bottom of the page and I'm just sat here like: "this is a sign from the holy lord that this exam desk is not my place". I'm not as bad as Magnet who finishes her paper in 10 minutes and doddle a mona lisa on her arm and get an A*. Okay, maybe I wish I was as bad as her...

Anyway, I just can't concentrate it's like you're just there, and so is the test and the questions and you can't do anything about it. I still try though, don't get me wrong, I'll revise and get an alright grade but sometimes I can't be bothered if it's for the teacher's seating plan. Not to mention about my nervous habits.

You see when I'm doing a test, I'll fidget around and make noise. Like, a lot of noise. This isn't intentional, it's more me trying to pick up a calculator and drop it on the table for the 47th time and it actually sounds like I've throw it threw the window and killed 3 year 7s in the process. I'm terrible for it! Honestly, wether it's me sneezing and saying bless me way too loud or flipping a page and it sounding like I've just ripped apart a dictionary or trying to hold in a cough and then exploding with noise and chocking and it's just not very nice.

Also, teacher's just hate me. Like, no please leave because I've getting my 8th pencil out if my pocket as my 7th has just rolled under the table and I'm too awkward to pick it up. I'm not getting my phone. I'm a good kid, okay! Stop looking at me like I've just flipped the table and set fire to my exam sheets. I mean, don't even get my started on cheating. I'll be sat doing some 2003 science test and literally the kid opposite me will take my book let and copy my answers. Thing is, if this is a classroom, absolutely no one cares. No one gets shouted at and hey, I'm on good terms with everyone as I let them copy my work. (PSA don't actually cheat, you will be instantly disqualified if caught by the right person, also, you need to give your own effort and try your best!)

Okay, okay, I might be exaggerating just a little bit. So, what's your experiences with exams/class tests? This is just my perspective. Maybe your school or country does them differently? Tell me! I love hearing about your point of view!

Take care.

Little Old Me, logging off my Little Old World. Xxx

Saturday, 10 October 2015

I actually want to do a sport?

Heyo Guys!
                  I'm actually done apologising for not blogging because I always do it and lets face it, theres no point in saying sorry aha.

So, now that my writing block has stopped for once, I have an operation from quite a weird place. A couple days ago in P.E we started trampolinging and I very quickly fell in love with it. Sure, I got extremely anxious having to get up  in front of all the girls in my group (the most popular girls are in my group) and jump but I think I'm okay at it to be honest. However, one of the girls does it after school along with GCSE P.E (yeah, I'll pass on that one thanks) and like oh my god! she is sooo good at it. Her form is beautiful (oops my queer's showing aha). If you've ever watched an anime called "free!", there's a character called Rae and he joined the swim club because he thinks it's beautiful. I relate to this because I've never been flexible and I'm to award to do a team sport. Trampolining is a simple but elegant sport, which is independent and something that will keep me in shape.

I've asked my parents if I'd be able to stay at a club near by, and they said they'd consider it! I was going to start running but living in northern England and trying to not get bullied by some lads in hoodies (who are also stealing your neighbours bin for some reason) is extremely difficult. Something, like this sport will be therapeutic, I hope. I'll meet new people, even if I have a mental breakdown trying to say hello and I'll pick up a hobby that will help me become healthier as of now I can't run to the bus stop without coughing up my lungs. Plus, wouldn't it be awesome to stand up on the trampoline in front of everyone in my P.E lesson and be good at it instead of panicking and almost fly off its springy deathtrap bed?!

It'll take some hard work, but it's better late than never! I think I'll try stretches every day for a while until we actually get some details on the club. It's probably no gonna happen as I have the energy span of an actual potato but I'll try my hardest.

What about you? Do any of you like or do any sports?

Take care.

Little Old Me, logging off my Little Old World. Xxx