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Monday, 15 December 2014

I'm done with school...

Hey guys,
                I'm sorry but this won't be the nicest post, its not funny, i just want to get something out my system and I guess I should give a trigger warning.

Like I've said before in my blog, I'm not the most popular person in my school. And I'm done with it. I can't do it anymore. If your in secondary school you'll understand that it's the worst environment for children. I'm still in school and it's by far the worst part of my life, at my age I shouldn't be able to say that. But when I do I'm 100% sure I'm right. I'm done with the constant bulling, today I was bullied because I'm thin and even if I wanted to roll my skirt up (which I don't), I couldn't anyway. I was called a rat and a "nun" repeatedly because I'm not a slut. I'm done with being just being another person who looks exactly the same as everyone. I hate school, my uniform, the people and the teachers. I'm done with school. I can't do it anymore. People are so shitty, (sorry for the language).

Do you have any suggestions on what I should do? By the way, telling my parents isn't an option, I've tried, it doesn't work. Just before I go, I'm sorry this was a bad post and it's depressing, I just need to tell someone. 

Love all of you.
Little Old Me, logging off my Little Old World. Xxx

3 comments:

  1. hey me again... I knw how you feel and you're gonna kill me for saying this but
    I had the exact same thing you're dealing with and in the end I broke down and my parents got me help and it did really help. I feel the exact same way about school its so sh1tty right? everyone says BE DIFFERENT BECAUSE THAT WHO YOU ARE but being different just gets you bullied I've been their it sucks.
    Another thing I have done is having a 1-2-1 chat with childline because they r really nice (btw i'm not some supportive lady. i'm a 13yr old girl who deals with this daily)
    I hope you feel better and I still love your blog and I can't wait to continue reading!!

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    1. Thanks for commenting. I'm always here. I recommend just getting it out of your system and telling someone close to you (which you've already done). I've got to say I'm really proud of you for getting help, it takes a lot of confidence to do something like that. Stay strong <3 xx

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    2. Holding it in won't help. Why can't you tell your parents? As i told my mum and it helped to get it off my chest. I really love your blog btw.
      Madame Butterfly x

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