ITS GONNA BE MAY.

Heyo Guys, 

                  sorry I didn't blog last week, I didn't have access to my computer so I'm doing it today instead.

So, I wanted to do a post about optimism and so on. April was shit for me personally, it was just probably a series of unfortunate events. How was your April? Tell me in the comments! This is what got me thinking about this post though.

I came home from a long day, I had been too a geek convention and my mum bought me and my sister a book to share. This book was "All I Know Now." by Carrie Hope Fletcher. Now, everyone was downstairs and I just lingered into my room and just stood there. I just observed my bed and its folds in the sheet and the quotes written in my black wall. I observed hovered carpet. And it was so small and I realised that. My  eyes were then met on my windowsill. Carrie's big yellow book sat staring at me. And I smiled. A big, warm, true smile just spread across my face. I took a step back and though about me. And I didn't think of the crude world I lived it I thought of my little world. I realised my room is my world. I realised the internet was my world. YouTube was my world. I knew I was happy with it. I was truly happy with it. 

There's this quote by Robin Williams who still is my inspiration.

"We get to choose who we let into our weird little worlds."

And I've finally found truth in that.

I mean sure, it won't help me pass my GCSEs, cure my mental state or improve my relationships with people but I've found my true happy place. I knew before the internet was my escape but I never realised how much it truly meant to me.

So, basically what I'm saying is go to your happy place and just appreciate your weird little world and just go 'this is where I am happy and no where else matters but here' because you're going to have the best fucking May in your little world because you can do anything in your happy place. Never forget that.

I'd love to see what your worlds are and I'd love to spread this message around so by all means write a post of your happy place on your own blog.

Stay strong.

Little Old Me, logging off my Little Old World. Xxx