who I want to be

Heyo Guys!

                   sorry Ive been away for so long. Ive been busy with a lot if things, as well as like 5 booklets of homework to do, being on holiday, a funeral (yay:/) and an existential crisis. So, how was your summer?! :D

Anyway, to come back I wanted to do what my aesthetic was best at doing- being deep. Woah, not like that! Basically, I'd lost motivation to do a blog post in a while but after watching dodie clark and lucy moon do a cover of faces going places, the words hit me. I'm young enough not to go my own path. But it got me thinking how much I loved train stations.

You see, I love a sense of adventure. Not indiana jones style but more lets go into town at 10 at night with a camera and curiosity. My parents are pretty strict so doing that is pretty much off the list. But, I plan to.

I want to heavy layered hair which is the colour of chocolate. I want to wear my maroon beanie and some berry wine lip stain. I want to wear my black skinny jeans, leather jacket, a tight chocker and my worn out boots. I want my eye shadow to be a dark cool brown or grey and to have thick eyeliner. And granted I have most of these things but I don't want to be anyone. I want to be the girl at the train station with bokeh in her hair. Has a nice ring don't you think? I don't want people to know my story. But I'm fascinated by other people's. I'd have a camera wrapped round my neck and a notepad my side. And I'd sit there until theres no people to photograph or write a story based on them.

I'm thinking about making a tumblr account on it. Maybe, i don't know. My lifes boring, but maybe a person I photograph with blurred lights behind them dies tomorrow. And all of you people remember them. You don't even know their name, just a story and an assumption on them. It's poetic I think. Normally you're just a person in a coffee shop reading a book that belonged to your mother? Maybe. But no one takes notice. But maybe someone does. And that fascinates me.

So, what do you think? Yay or nay idea?

As always, take care.

Little Old Me, logging off my Little Old World. Xxx