Since I've last uploaded some stuff has happened: I've fished my exams (yay!) for now (less yay), moved up a year in school and had my room rearranged (the more you know).
Apologies for not uploading in a while, with exams, a new year, revision and mental health stuff, it doesn't help. Plus my mum is ill, it's pretty serious but I won't go into detail. Let's keep this light hearted!
Between how busy I was and my free time and pondered on influence. It's such a funny thing and seems so important to us without us realising it. Influence surrounds us constantly, shaping our beings and personalities, creating our dreams and aspirations, directing us in life. Obviously, all the big things come from an influence, but what about the little things?
Recently I tried to start a bullet journal, which I kind of failed at but I'm determined to try again. Seeing people explain how helpful bullet journals are and seeing how organised my mum is influenced me to get organised myself. Another example is my fashion style, I've always worn black clothes. Black, light black, dark black, pitch black, mid black, void black. However, being influenced but youtubers and fashion icons, I realised I can keep my dark aesthetic while adding something other than black to my outfit. Therefore, I normally add hints of Browns, really dark reds, I even occasionally wear more varied monochrome instead of straight up black. Jeez, I only met my new physics teacher the other day and I've already been influenced to learn more about one of my favourite subjects.
These are only theee of many, lately I've became so inspired with people and boy is it tiring trying to beat your lack of motivation. Even though happiness comes with a price, I'm trying my hardest to keep focused and try and achieve. I find when you really can't be arsed with anything or if you don't have motivation to do something then try and find an influence. Can't find the energy to finish that homework? Listen to inspirational speeches. Can't be bothered to practice that piece your music teacher gave you? Watch videos of famous musicians playing flawless music. Not motivated to get out of bed? Read an article about going out and seeing the world.
It's only just properly came to me how important influential people effect me and what life would be like, what I would be like, if there was nothing to influence me.
Take care.
Little Old Me, logging off my Little Old World. Xxx
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