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Monday, 27 April 2015

100 questions nobody asks!

Heyo Guys!
                  Today I got a bit stuck on what I wanted to blog so instead of leaving you without a post I'm going to to the 100 questions nobody asks tag. Ps I got these questions from: Moonlessnight14 check her out :3

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? Well I only have wardrobe and that would be weird to leave it open, but I do sleep with my door open.

2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels? Yes...

3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? Out, I hate having being tucked into one place.

4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before? No, why would I do that XD

5:Do you like to use post-it notes? Yeah if I have them at hand

6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? I don't use coupons, that's my mum's job

7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? Bear, I have a phobia of bees and wasps.

8:Do you have freckles? Yeah but only very few around summer.

9:Do you always smile for pictures? Yeah- I don't like to , people always call it out if I don't

10:What is your biggest pet peeve? People.

11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk? Sometimes if I'm really really bored

12:Have you ever peed in the woods? Who hasn't?

13:What about pooped in the woods? Nope

14:Do you ever dance even if there’s no music playing? Of corse

15:Do you chew your pens and pencils? Yes... I am and awful human being


16:How many people have you slept with this week? I'm a virgin?

17:What size is your bed? Single

18:What is your Song of the week? Hallelujah, Panic! At The Disco

19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink? OF CORSE IT IS

20:Do you still watch cartoons? Meh, I don't really watch TV anymore cos the internet took over my life

21:Whats your least favorite movie? Watership down. 6 year old me has been traumatised 

22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? I don't know, in Greenland like it's so huge, empty and deserted.

23:What do you drink with dinner? Water or pop

24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in? Mayonnaise- I love it so much 

25:What is your favorite food? Sushi or any meat

26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Big Hero Six, christmas films, perks of being a wallflower, The Inbetweeners Movies, a series of unfortunate events and any time burton film

27:Last person you kissed/kissed you? Probably my mum


28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout? Yeah I'm actually a girl guide :)

29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? Nononono

30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? A couple christmases ago, I wrote a letter to the female soldiers  with a shoe box full of stuff


31:Can you change the oil on a car? Nope

32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket? Nope, I don't drive

33:Ever ran out of gas? Again, I don't drive

34:Favorite kind of sandwich? Chip butty or prawn mayo

35:Best thing to eat for breakfast? PANCAKES

36:What is your usual bedtime? Like 2 am or 3 am

37:Are you lazy? Yep

38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? My first costume was a pumpkin

39:What is your Chinese astrological sign? Snake

40:How many languages can you speak? English, I'm learning Spanish at school and I want to learn Japanese when I'm older

41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions? Nope

42:Which are better: legos or lincoln logs? Legos, I have no idea what lincoln logs are.

43:Are you stubborn? Kind of

44:Who is better...Leno or Letterman? Again I don't know these people

45:Ever watch soap operas? Nope, I did watch the Lucy Beale shabang on eastenders though


46:Are you afraid of heights? Yes

47:Do you sing in the car? No, if I'm in it alone of corse

48:Do you sing in the shower? Nope

49:Do you dance in the car? Obviously 

50:Ever used a gun? England is a no no to guns

51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Me and my sister got photos taken for my Mother's day present

52:Do you think musicals are cheesy? Nope

53:Is Christmas stressful? Yes, procrastination+no pocket money=hell


54:Ever eat a pierogi? I had to google this and yes I would 

55:Favorite type of fruit pie? Pork/cottage pie- oh wait... fruit pies?!? Well um idk then

56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Vet/zoo keeper

57:Do you believe in ghosts? Yes! I have a story about this- another blog post maybe?


58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? A lot in school

59:Take a vitamin daily? No

60:Wear slippers? My parents tell me off and give me a lecture about germs if I don't


61:Wear a bath robe? Do you mean a dressing gown? Then yes

62:What do you wear to bed? Pyjama shorts and a baggy top normally

63:First concert? Lady Gaga- ArtRave

64:Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Well that's basically Asda, Tesco and Aldi here so Aldi.

65:Nike or Adidas? Nike because I like their adverts 

66:Cheetos Or Fritos? Wotsits.

67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Peanuts

68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? Nope

69:Ever take dance lessons? Yeah, put it was £14 pound a week and was really crap so we stopped


70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? YouTube?

71:Can you curl your tongue? Yeah

72:Ever won a spelling bee? Never had the chance to be in one 


73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy? That's called FanGirling :p

74:Own any record albums? Nope

75:Own a record player? Nope

76:Regularly burn incense? No

77:Ever been in love? No, maybe someday

78:Who would you like to see in concert? Fall Out Boy, any thing where you can just create a massive mosh pit 

79:What was the last concert you saw? Lady Gaga

80:Hot tea or cold tea?  How the hell could you have cold tea?!?


81:Tea or coffee? Tea

82:Sugar or snickerdoodles? Ya'll  taking bout biscuits? Wtf is a snickerdoodle?


83:Can you swim well? I can swim but I'm not the best

84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? yep

85:Are you patient? Not really

86:DJ or band, at a wedding? Why not both?

87:Ever won a contest? I won a drawing contest in primary school?

88:Ever have plastic surgery? Nope

89:Which are better black or green olives? Green

90:Can you knit or crochet? I've tried learning from my nan but well I think you know how that went

91:Best room for a fireplace? Library 

92:Do you want to get married? Yep

93:If married, how long have you been married? N/A

94:Who was your HS crush? I don't have a crush

95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? No

96:Do you have kids? No

97:Do you want kids? Yeah eventually , I want about 2-3 kids and I would be the best parent to exist :p

98:Whats your favorite colour? Black

99:Do you miss anyone right now? Yeah...


100. (I'll make this one up) Um... Bad habit? I deduct people like in Sherlock (don't ask) and I bite my nails.

I hope you enjoyed that! Feel free to do this on your own blog.

Take care!

Little Old Me, logging of my Little Old World. Xxx

Sunday, 19 April 2015

Stood Up

Heyo Guys!
          Remember a while ago when I was talking about a lad I named "Parkin"? And I was like yeah I kind of like him? Well... he asked me out on a date.

It was hella awkward and he started talking about relationships and why I'm not in one. (he sits on  my table in life btw). I started to panic because I really didn't know what to say. Basically, on Friday there was these singer from the Xfactor (I will right a blog post about this if you want?) that came to our school and well sung and Parkin asked me to go with him as a date. I was also going with Fandom but again I panicked and said yes. 

So, come to Friday and I'm sat at my table in the back corner of the canteen and my friend- lets call "B"- and she has a boyfriend and that but she's in a love triangle with him and wait for it, Parkin. Apparently he was trying to get onto her and B had to sort it out and to be honest, I was heart broken. From the day before when he said he liked me, liked me he had already gone after another person. I felt so stupid to think that he would give me a chance. 

I spent the entire day panicking because I had to tell him if I would be his girlfriend, after the concert.  It gets to the end of the day and I wait for Fandom outside the hall because she was in PE. I was expecting Parkin to get there before Fandom because he had a core lesson. So, Fandom gets there, along with ABBA (another friend) and we go in because we were late. I save a seat for Parkin. 

He didn't show up. At all. He doesn't have my number but he has Fandom's and he asked me to go with him and he still didn't come. I feel so stupid because I really thought I'd get to know him better at least. I just feel upset because he didn't even give it a chance to see me out of a lesson.

I don't know what to do right now. I think I'm not going to talk to him in my next Life lesson.

 Some of these things happen. And you have to let it happen. You can't paddle up a rough stream. You just have to let it take you and see where it leads.

Little Old Me, logging off my Little Old World. Xxx

Sunday, 12 April 2015

Feminism

Heyo Guys!
                   Today's post is going to be a rant so brace yourself for bad language and lots of anger!


So, this all started yesterday. Me and Fandom are elite feminists. I believe in equality for men and women and I take that subject very very seriously. Anyway, some people I believed as 'friends' have turned around and took the piss out of it even though they believe in equality. Just because we are open feminists, that is something they want to bitch about us for. They find it right to make jokes about meninism and anti-feminism. And it's bullshit. You wouldn't make a homophobic or racist joke in front of a black/gay individual- so why make anti-feminist jokes in front of a feminist.

Fandom has fallen out with quite a lot of people just because she supports feminism and others were telling her we don't need gender equality or that feminism is just a bunch of bullshit. So these twisted fucks decided not only bitch about our views but also bitch about fandom.

I am a feminist. I am a girl. I am human. But not to them, I'm just some bitch who can't take a joke about something I feel very strongly towards.

Fandom has been called; a bitch, a cunt, a dick head, immature, pathetic and many other things by people she believed to be her friends because she wants gender equality.

It's fucking disgusting how we are fighting for something that would make the world better and something that is benefiting them and we're getting shit.

The worst thing about this is I have school tomorrow and I'm going to have to put up with this bunch of cunts.

I am sick of being labeled, abused, tormented, taken advantage of, etc because of my fucking sex. I am sick of seeing lads pushed into someone they're not and have a check list of standards they must be to be excepted because of what's in-between their legs. I fucking sick of it. I want everyone to be treated as a human not a man or woman. That's why I am a feminist.

Right, imma go before I punch my computer screen. Take care :*

Little Old Me, logging off my Little Old World. Xxx

Sunday, 5 April 2015

A boy...

Heyo Guys!
                   Today I wanted to blog about something I've never really blogged about... Boys.

Right, before I go on I want to clarify that I don't like relationships. As you should know I'm Demi and I personally believe being in a relationship at my age is completely pointless- it's just something you'll mess with and then be heart broken cos your 'lover' is eating animal crackers with a year 7.

However, although I look at love it this sad way- I think I have a crush.

This is something I hate to think I have. I've never had a real crush so I'm not an expert on the subject. That's why I'm not sure if I actually like him.

To be honest no one at my school likes him. He's done things in the past which have made people very hostile towards him. I don't really know about that subject because I don't hear gossip.

I'll give you some pros and cons about him:

Pros;
-He sticks up for me. I haven't spoke to him that many times but when he asked why I was so quite I just shrugged and he asked if I get bullied and for the first time, I said yes. I trusted him, I told him the truth and he said he was also put in a dark place in the past where he got physically bullied and said there's always hope. He told me he'd be there even though this was the second time we properly spoke.

-He's opinionated. I'm a sucker for this. I love it when someone can share there opinions in a civil manor and that's what he does.

-He makes me feel "special"? (Is that the right phrase?) He told me I looked cute and that he loved my smile. I'm insecure about that type of stuff but after he told me I had a bit more confidence and smiled a bit more.

-He shares my interests. We both like rock music and we always find something to talk about.

-He actually understands me. Like, I don't have to fake myself because he knows when I'm faking a smile etc.

-He actually likes me. Like he's wants to go out with me.

Cons;
- He's what people call a snake:
A snake is someone who you think is sincere and really nice, but then turns out to be a backstabberSomeone who acts like your best friend, but who actually is the opposite. 
Basically, within the first two weeks of being in our school (he's relatively new to the school) he went out with 4 girls. Yep.

-Everyone would know about us. He's extremely popular even though he gets a lot of hate. I don't want to be know as the girl who is going out with 'Parkin' etc. I want to be in a relationship and know that me and my boyfriend would be an object. I want to till be me with or without the person I'm going out with.

-Like I said he gets a lot of crap. He's said things in the past and he is a complete kn*b for saying it but he's a nice guy in the present. And when I mean crap I mean he gets legit death threats and gets beat up/ dragged into fights. So, I'd hate for me to put up with idiot who can't keep opinions to themselves.

-Not only does he like me he also like another girl as plan B. Even if I decide to give him a chance he'd probably be with someone else.

- Again, I personally so see a point in being in a relationship. I have my own worries and problems and a boyfriend may help or may tip me off the scale of a mental break down.

-One of my 'friends' jumped to conclusions while I was telling her about this dilemma and rushed off to tell him I won't go out with him.

Have you guys got any advice for me? Should I try it out? I'll keep you updated on the situation!

Stay strong!

Little Old Me, logging off my Little Old World. Xxx