Stood Up

Heyo Guys!
          Remember a while ago when I was talking about a lad I named "Parkin"? And I was like yeah I kind of like him? Well... he asked me out on a date.

It was hella awkward and he started talking about relationships and why I'm not in one. (he sits on  my table in life btw). I started to panic because I really didn't know what to say. Basically, on Friday there was these singer from the Xfactor (I will right a blog post about this if you want?) that came to our school and well sung and Parkin asked me to go with him as a date. I was also going with Fandom but again I panicked and said yes. 

So, come to Friday and I'm sat at my table in the back corner of the canteen and my friend- lets call "B"- and she has a boyfriend and that but she's in a love triangle with him and wait for it, Parkin. Apparently he was trying to get onto her and B had to sort it out and to be honest, I was heart broken. From the day before when he said he liked me, liked me he had already gone after another person. I felt so stupid to think that he would give me a chance. 

I spent the entire day panicking because I had to tell him if I would be his girlfriend, after the concert.  It gets to the end of the day and I wait for Fandom outside the hall because she was in PE. I was expecting Parkin to get there before Fandom because he had a core lesson. So, Fandom gets there, along with ABBA (another friend) and we go in because we were late. I save a seat for Parkin. 

He didn't show up. At all. He doesn't have my number but he has Fandom's and he asked me to go with him and he still didn't come. I feel so stupid because I really thought I'd get to know him better at least. I just feel upset because he didn't even give it a chance to see me out of a lesson.

I don't know what to do right now. I think I'm not going to talk to him in my next Life lesson.

 Some of these things happen. And you have to let it happen. You can't paddle up a rough stream. You just have to let it take you and see where it leads.

Little Old Me, logging off my Little Old World. Xxx